UNDER EMILY'S BED - Thank's For The Pain And Sorrow You've Gave

Thanks For the Pain and Sorrow You've Gave !
Burn it to ashes..we’ve got to break it..
Forgive is not yours..revenge can be sweet..
Crying to your dreams..tears!
I love to see your beg..

When you’re still here beside of me..beside of me..
My life, I feel so happy..
and your sweet smile will always imagine in my mind, I fall..
And finally the day arrived..the day I don’t want to..
It’s coming..

You go away from me without give me a clear reason..
You leave me alone without thinking about how much pain for my heart..
Why you could be so cruel to me?
At the moment I know..
Why you could be like this?

It’s because you never did love me..
Did not even like me..it’s cruel..
It’s because you never did love me..
Did not even like me..it’s cruel..

Why would you then accept my love?
If in the end you gotta tell me, you’ll leave me alone
Stab me from my back
Try to stand up alone but I still can’t because my heart has been shattered
Resentment, hatred and anger brimming with powerful emotion
And will not fade

And I decide to go from here
Trying to forget you who has been tearing apart this heart
I’m really sorry for this..I’m sorry for this solitude..loneliness of my life..my love..
And I hope will be cured after I leave you here..

It’s because you never did love me..
Did not even like me..it’s cruel..
It’s because you never did love me..
Did not even like me..it’s cruel..

Good bye to you my love, it’s over!
Burry all of the stories we’ve got!
There is no your name inside my heart!
Cut it away and send it to fire!

Why would you then accept my love?
If in the end you gotta tell me, you’ll leave me alone
Stab me from my back
Try to stand up alone but I still can’t because my heart has been shattered
Resentment, hatred and anger brimming with powerful emotion
And will not fade

Thanks for the pain and sorrow you’ve gave..

UNDER EMILY'S BED - She Grips On To The Pillow Tight And Let The Pain Cut Her Deep

She Grips On To The Pillow Tight And Let The Pain Cut Her Deep
she isn't masking the pain today
"leave me alone" is written on her aim
on her aim away
all her friends are wondering why
and she's wandering why
she wishes to die..she wishes to die
things seems to be fine right now
(why is) Mr. Suicide (still) her best friend somehow
she's hurting and crying
she's not sure why she keeps trying
stuck in a depression
will anyone there actually care
REFF:
stop being depressed and stop wanting to cry
that's what they tell her before (even) asking why
stop thinking I'm somebody (I'm not) and just let me die
is how she would response if she didn't feel so shy
her life means something to someone
she awaits the day she can be done
she looks in the mirror and hate it
who's that girl looking back at me
she's never admit..but she's afraid of herself
afraid to tell her family..she really needs help..
but the thing she doesn't get is sometimes they go away
but then once again the suicide thoughts come out to play
Back to REFF
it was bound to happen
is what her friends said
and she knows she's right
but her friends think she can still put up a fight
it started way back
in a time where fighting was ok
she remembers crying
wishing it would go away someday
but something happen
things started pushing trough her mind
and cause a permanent frown
pleas stop this heart f*** f***en beat
but it's become so natural
and just so f***ing real
that nobody see the look in her eyes as a big deal
they don't know what she thinks at night when she goes to sleep
she grips on to the pillow tight and let the pain cut her deep

UNDER EMILY'S BED - A Lullaby For Anastasia

Dear..my love..you fading out tonight..never return..
It's your last breath..i hold your hand so tight..sleeping away..
Will you coming up now and fill my emptiness
Coming up now and hug my back
Don’t you left me behind and stab my heart
Why can’t you see I’m bleeding out

Can’t stop thinking of you in my whole day and I
Thinking of you in every night
Are you did the same way with me tonight
Wherever you are..always..near or far..
Cloudy night has took you..
My precious one and only..
Tears coming down my face..
The smells of blood around me..
Wake up..wake up..
Don’t you dare to die..don’t you dare to die..
Left in a corner..
Still waiting for your present..lies in my shoulder..
To spend all our time..
Counting the stars and sing with me now..
Why I never realize..?
This heart feels uneasy..
REFF:
For the last time..remember memories..
When in my heart you speak so clearly..You missed me..
And just today..it’d never be the same..
Without your smile around my day..I miss you so badly..
Bring back the day the first time..we met
And you trap me inside your eyes
I never feel so wonderful before..
Remind you brightly in this evening..
Hope this time will stop to run and run..
Remember..forever..
We’ll always be together..
Remember..forever..
Love..

UNDER EMILY'S BED - Fireflies

Tear shall keep falling from your eyes..down to your cheek..
Show the feeling from your deepest heart..
Don't fix me..
I've lost some pieces of my heart
You can’t heal me..
I’m already broken too badly..

REFF:
I’m dying to let you know how I truly feel..it’s hurt..
And I’m afraid of losing you someday
I’m drowning..i’m searching..and I’m waiting for..
The light of my fireflies..

I wrote this note with my own blood..that you spilled from my wrist..
Nobody know how it is..

You can't heal me..
You can't see me..
You can't touch me..
You can't feel me now..Can you feel me now?

...........................

Break

I walk in a lonely night..only me over the edge..
Screaming looking for your sign..i lost without your presence..

Count the question in my mind..where’s the answer tell me now..

Can you feel me?
Can you see my light?

REFF:
This night almost over..
And the sun light would blew my life like a dust..
Don’t you ever realize?
My life is just for one night to feel you one more time..
Maybe I’m a devil..
But underneath I’m just a lonely angel..
When you touch my deepest heart..
I can feel something strange, it supposed to be called love..

Tonight I hug my knife tight..and the knife hug back the best..
When I got a deeper hug.. I saw my blood starting splash..

Drown me now..
Dive to death..
Just for one more little hug..
That’s all I ever need..

Help me..I am dying..
Leave me..your presence haunting..

Stay here..fight my fears..
Stay here..wipe my tears..

For my heart beat..
Just stop..
That's the way you set me free..
Stay by my side in my last breath..

UNDER EMILY'S BED - HILANG !

*hancur hilang semua harapan, lemah hidup tertekan, di dalam kehidupan,
hingga sanggup buat hatiku pecah, sirna semua harapan, hadirlah teriakan, aku lelah!!

**(dan semua menghilang dalam kehidupan) dan semua menghilang dalam kehidupan..
(hingga saatnya ku hentikan semua)saat ancaman singgah, di sudut jiwa resah, saat ku mulai terluka, biarkan aku!!!

REFF: Hilang dan takkan mungkin kembali, disaat emosi hadir di hidupku...

resah jiwa, yang terluka, telah lama, ku terluka,
dalam cinta, yang terindah, kini sirna, dan menghilang...
takkan kubiarkan kau pergi, anjing!!
(menyakitkan, menyedihkan)cinta diamlah disini, aku lelah!!!

Tak kan kubiarkan kau pergi di sini menanti dirimu kembali..

ciptakan bahagia, luka dan derita.. lelah, sadar, semua yang hilang..
lepaskan masalah cinta dan cinta lemah, sadar, mungkin kan hilang

(Tak kan) yang pergi dan menghilang(Semua) kan mati dan menghilang

You'll never know everything about me..I never change, im too tired to pretend i'm ok..it could be bad..

(BACK TO REFF)

(BACK TO * & **)

aku bertahan, di dalam genggaman,dan sulitnya semua, hidupku!! aku tersadar, di dalam bualan perihnya jiwa..dan kan tetap menghilang (dihidupku), dan kan tetap menghilang (dihidupku!!!)

Reff 2 : Hilang dan takkan mungkin kembali, disaat emosi hadir di hidupku...hilang dan takkan mungkin kembali, disaat emosi hancurkan diriku...